Hi blog me again, have you ever had one of those days when your family feels like you were there last hope? Well am having one of dos days, dos weeks, dos months and dos years. Feels like am the only one who made it and i haven't even gotten anywhere yet. Like am da only one that made it so every1 looks at me with those Oliver twist eyes and start begging. Can i have some more please? No you may not have no more what do i look like Obama? Am not tryna b selfish but am not here to help ery1 because i cnt help ery1. My heart is so big because most of the time i succumb to those poor lil Bambi eyes and i do give. I am my families financial bailout. Months away from a lil college degree i already here the cha ching in there minds. I have come to believe that they don't try hard enough for themselves because they already believe, already know Daphne will do it or give it or help. Am at that point where i want to hide and run from it all. You know move to a different island and wire a check down when i feel like it, call when i feel like it and certainlyvisit when i feel like it. I have a good friend who always reminds me Daphne you can't save them and you can't always help them only one man can do that and well he ain reach yet. So until then, until i can no longer stand to hear there plea,cry and Bambi eyes, this is my story for the week, month, day and year.