Passive aggressive

I feel i need to get this out
This emotion consuming me

Just need to get up and shout
Be what and who am supposed to be

Quiet as a mouse is no longer my personality

Go-getter
Must- haver
Now describes me

If i don't do this procrastation will get the best of me
Then i will never be able to see what i can truly be

So i kick and i scream and i knock that door down
And you know what i say:
Look out world ITS MY TIME NOW!

Doubting

Pieces of my heart floating to you
You captured me and now
I don't know what to do

To love or be love? Infamous line by the great
Wish i knew i had what it takes
Doubting myself when the vision is so clear

Yet i do not see what is so near
And so i guess
And assume
And wait for time to pass

Hopefully at the end of it all
Perhaps you will be mine at last

COnfused

Hi blog long time no see well anyways here goes...

Have you ever been sitting wondering
Waiting
Pondering
On whats going to be the next best thing
Big thing
To Happen?

Guessing, wishing, floating on a dream
Something i seem want
But do i really understand what i want
What i need

Complicated, frustrated just being a woman at best
Never ceasing to be mis understood
I guess

Doting on a future that don't seem to dote me
Just waiting
Wondering
Whats going to be the next thing