Thursday, January 1, 2009

Darkness

All the lights are off
The room is still with darkness
Darkness that fills my heart
Guilt rimming over
Paining me like a stab wound in one of the most unthinkable places

This is how i feel when i think about you and me.
Alone in the dark
With my mind playing tricks on me
Wanting to turn on the light but ashamed to see myself in the truth

You can't play with people feelings
Am playing with them harder than a guitar
Playing my guitar in the dark room
The room still with darkness
Only the sounds of the guitar playing

Playing hard, falling out and falling in
Afraid to let go
Selfish, greedy, gluttonous

I wish it were easier, simpler
I wish it were not you
I wish it were not me

Pretending is dangerous
That's why i stay in my dark room
So i won't see what i have become
See my mask
Maybe you won't find me here

All the lights are off
The room is still with darkness

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