Mixed Up

It was my decision
Right down to the wedding day
It was my heart that told me i would be ok
It was my head that told me i was better off
It was my body that said you werent enough

So i stand here all dressed in white
Nervous about not being able to leave you out of my new life
I go on having someone elses child
Still thinking it should be yours all the while

It was my decision
Right down to the goodbye
It was my heart that told me not to cry
It was my head that told to let you go
It was my body that choose not to let the pain show